I thought that feeling of my heart dying in me was familiar. It's the me that felt her world shattered apart in 2010.
I don't feel betrayed at all with how KENZO is leaving AYABIE. It's his decision, and his to take. I just feel like something died in me again.
Ayabie is really a band that I should not have been bonded to too much in the past, because the bad news that they give really, really hurts. I know that they're almost like other bands who don't really explain all that much of their decisions, but the ones that do shows a bit of honesty and reason behind it. I think that's what makes their announcements for bad things hurt so much.
It tends to be those bands that have been established for a while now that hurts the most.
And I think that suddenly, the direction of where my plotting mind is going is going to be scary. I don't like that, but that's how my mind works.
Welp, time to put the decision on how to deal with my OTP, KenzoxAoi. I either write them or put them down in hiatus for the moment to mend myself up.
That's allー(Q A Q)